🔴 Healthy Church Life | Dealing with Embarrassment | Terrified About Eternity
Mark DeJesus
teaching
April 19, 2026
Today, we dive into your questions, while also sharing a Bible study on Philippians, where I address, "Living as a Healthy Church." I encourage listeners to slow down and take in the beauty of comfort, consolation, fellowship, affection and mercy, in such a way that welcomes our hearts to recieve the nurishment and health we were mean to live in.
A question was sent in asking, "What does it mean that the meek shall inherit the earth?" I also address a number of scrupulosity-related questions, including, a struggle with checking if you believe enough, obsessing over blaspheming the Holy Spirit and being compulsively driven to "make everything right with your past and mistakes."
I talk about the fear of eternity and those disturbing, existential thoughts like, “What if I’m stuck forever?” or “What if I get kicked out of heaven?” I speak my heart into this battle, while talking about the hope available to us. I talk about someone's questions, who is missing past seasons of joy and wondering if she somehow “messed up” her walk with God.
I walk through how to work through intense feelings of embarrassment--showing how shame can infect this and what we can do to developed a renewed response. I also unpack what a real relationship with Christ looks like when your mind feels like a battlefield.
Melissa and I also share about our own journey and have some laughs about our parenting and our own healing and freedom.
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0:00 Intro
2:15 How To Find Freedom
4:45 M & M Chat About Trying To Teach Their Kids
9:55 Greet The Chat
12:30 Should Mark Join TikTok?
14:45 H & F Community Info / New Book Project
18:15 Philippians 2: 1-2 Living As A Healthy Church
46:40 Dance Break
48:55 We Need To Slow Down
51:10 What Does The Meek Shall Inherit The Earth Mean?
59:30 Are There Degrees of Belief and Unbelief?
1:03:25 Dealing With Embarrassment
1:11:30 I Feel Like I Was Better and More Joyful in The Past
1:16:50 I Don't Show Relational Fruit
1:22:20 Is The Baptism Of The Holy Spirit, Speaking Inn Tongues?
1:24:27 Fear of Eternity
1:30:43 Apologizing Through an OCD Lens
Scripture
PhilippiansPhilippians 2
Topics
ocdscrupulosityrocdanxietydepressionchristian mental heallthemotional healthrelationship health






















