๐ด OCD Makes You Feel Like a REPROBATE | Demon Confusion | New Career Path | ROCD
Mark DeJesus
teaching
April 2, 2026
In this midweek live, I begin by addressing OCD, scrupulosity, and the tormenting fear of being a โreprobate,โ unpacking what the Bible actually says about a debased mind versus what an anxious, obsessive filter tells you about yourself. I talk about salvation OCD, the unpardonable sin, intrusive thoughts, and how perfectionism, performance-driven Christianity. From there, I share perspectives on demons, deliverance, intrusive thoughts, and why so many Christians misinterpret spiritual warfare when what they really need is discipleship and healing in how they relate to God, themselves, and others.
I also respond to questions about turning to food for comfort, feeling emotionally numb or โdryโ when reading the Bible, wrestling with complex trauma, legalism, and even using tools like AI in a way that honors God. On the relationship and life-direction side, I tackle topics like relationship OCD (ROCD), fear of marriage and โroommate syndrome,โ breakups, emotional immaturity, career confusion, following your passion versus following opportunities, parental wounds, โGod told meโ language around big life decisions, and navigating work dilemmas (like real estate and serving people whose lifestyles donโt match your convictions).
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0:00 Intro
4:00 How To Find Freedom
8:55 Im Worried I Am A Reprobate
25:35 OCD/Demonization/Physical Manifestations
35:20 Career Path Confusion & Suggestions After Quitting Job
50:08 Newly Married and Periodically Worried About The Spark Fading
52:35 I Have ROCD and I Just Got Dumped
1:01:18 Healing From My Parents Decisions & Mistakes
1:07:10 Using ChatGPT For Working Through Mental Heath
1:10:03 Going Back To People In My Past, Forgiveness & God's Voice
1:13:20 Research Compulsion About Blasphemous Thoughts & Comments
1:17:45 Someone Asking Me About Past Sins
1:20:55 Is It A Sin As A Realtor To Market To LGBTQ
1:30:22 Taking Steips But My Mind Is Still Stuck
Scripture
JobJob 50Job 50:8
Topics
ocdrocdreligious ocdscrupulositydeliverancecareerreprobate

















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